She said: Why don't you go die? I replied: I wish i'll get bang by car outside too. (my mind: I'll go now. Don't regret!).
I've known all along that she hates me. Since young she keeps saying how much money she wasted on buying me back and how she regrets it. It's been so long since i last quarreled with her. I've been controlling myself cause i've felt that she is important to me! She's my family! But i get nothing for that. She hopes i'll die. I too hope i'll die soon. Do i really deserve those heart ache? Since young i keep thinking that my family is the most important things in my life. If you ask me to what extend? I can say that i'm even willing to risk my life in exchange of their life. What about them? Of cause money and their life are more important than me. When out for lunch or dinner it's always my brother who gets to choose what to eat, not me. When i tried to choose something i wants to eat, they have already done ordering and snatch the menu off my hand. This makes my heart ache a lot. What can i do to make them notice me? If going around sleeping with guys or even doing anything stupid works than i'm willing to do it. As long as they notice me. I recently realise that in most of the photos when i'm young, i've never smile. Maybe it's because from young i knew it that i don't deserve to be happy at all. Or i've have actually never been happy at all before.
Hello. My name is "Yukii". Eggs cracked on 21st September 1991. I ♥ Korea! I don't trust anyone in this world because everyone from my life always gave mii empty promises and end up hurting me. From then on, i don't trust anyone anymore. I confide all my troubles and told all my secrets to my *Baby Stitch*. I cried alone in the night almost everyday without anyone knowing it. That's my typical life. :)
Adores
someone you might adore too
SuperJunior(M)♥
Kim Kibum
Henry Lau
Lee Donghae
Lee Hyuk Jae(Eunhyuk)
Lee Sungmin
Kim Jong Woon(Yesung)
Kim Ryeowook
Park Jung Su(Leeteuk)
Han Geng
Kim Young Woon(Kangin)
Choi Siwon
Cho Kyuhyun
Kim Heechul
Shin Dong Hee(Shindong)
Zhoumi
JYJ♥
Kim Junsu
Kim Jaejoong
Park Yoochun
SHINee♥
Kim Jonghyun
Kim Kibum(Key)
Choi Minho
Lee Jinki(Onew)
Lee Taemin
Beast/B2ST♥
Yoon Doojoon
Lee Kikwang(AJ)
Yong Junhyung
Yang Yoseob
Son Dongwoon
Jang Hyunseung
FT Island♥
Lee Hongki
Lee Jaejin
ZE:A♥
Moon Junyoung
Kim Dongjun
2PM♥
Nichkhun Horvejkul
T-ara♥
Park Jiyeon
Solo Artists♥
Park Jaebeom
Jang Geun Seuk
Oh Won Bin
Yoo Seung Ho
Lee Hyun Woo
Jung Eui-chul
何潤東(Peter Ho)
修傑楷
Birthdays
some days to remember
SuperJunior(M)♥
- Kibum; 21 August 1987 ♥
- Henry; 11 October 1989 ♥
- Donghae; 15 October 1986 ♥
- Eunhyuk; 04 April 1986 ♥
- Sungmin; 01 January 1986 ♥
- Yesung; 24 August 1984 ♥
- Ryeowook; 21 June 1987 ♥
- Leeteuk; 01 July 1983 ♥
- Han Geng; 09 February 1984 ♥
- Kangin; 17 January 1985 ♥
- Siwon; 07 April 1986 / 10 February 1987 ♥
- Kyuhyun; 03 February 1988 ♥
- Heechul; 10 July 1983 ♥
- Shindong; 28 September 1985 ♥
- Zhoumi; 19 April 1986 ♥
JYJ/DBSK♥
- Junsu; 15 December 1986 ♥
- Jaejoong; 26 January 1986 ♥
- Yoochun; 04 June 1986 ♥
SHINee♥
- Jonghyun; 08 April 1990 ♥
- Key; 23 September 1991 ♥
- Minho; 09 December 1991 ♥
- Onew; 14 December 1989 ♥
- Taemin; 18 July 1993 ♥
B2ST/Beast♥
- Doojoon; 04 July 1989 ♥
- Kikwang; 30 March 1990 ♥
- Junhyung; 19 December 1989 ♥
- Yoseob; 05 January 1990 ♥
- Dongwoon; 06 June 1991 ♥
- Hyunseung; 03 September 1989 ♥
FT Island♥
- Jaejin; 17 December 1991 ♥
- Hongki; 02 March 1990 ♥
- Minhwan; 11 November 1992 ♥
- Jonghoon; 07 March 1990 ♥
- Seunghyun; 21 August 1992 ♥
ZE:A♥
- Junyoung; 02 September 1989 ♥
- Dongjun; 02 November 1992♥
2PM♥
- Nichkhun; 24 June 1988 ♥
T-ara♥
- Park Jiyeon; 07 June 1993 ♥
Solo Artists♥
- Jaebeom; 25 April 1987 ♥
- Geun Seuk; 04 August 1987♥
- Won Bin; 26 March 1990♥
- Seung Ho; 17 August 1993♥
- Hyun Woo; 23 March 1993♥
- Eui chul; 19 April 1985♥
- 何潤東; 13 September 1975♥
- 修傑楷; 06 March 1983♥
Lollipop(F)♥
- 小樂; 05 January 1991♥
- 敖犬; 30 October 1982♥
- 王子; 14 April 1989♥
- 小傑; 25 September 1986♥
- 小煜; 05 July 1985♥
- 阿偉; 15 October 1985♥
- 威廉; 07 October 1985♥
- 鬼鬼; 11 August 1989♥
L.D.S 里的太太♥
- 戴太太(Jasmine); 10 December
- 煜太太(Cindy); 25 February
- 傑太太(Nicole); 24 March
- 邱太太(Maggie); 15 February
- 禄太太(Eileen); 25 March
- 野太太(YinXuen); 03 February
L.D.S Members♥
- Sooche (小紫); 06 January
- Stephanie(Steph); 03 May
- Terrence; 07 December
- Gelyn (Jelly); 12 May
- Rui Han; 30 October
Cousins♥
- Shan(Crystal); 08 June
Dearies/Friends♥
- August; 09 August
- Guang Rui; 06 April
- Ivan; 14 October
- Jiaxin; 18 March
- Linda; 01 November
- Michelle; 22 October
- Yi Lin; 15 December
Yearns
some things that i wishes for
- Attend Lollipop's Concert
- Attend SuperJunior's SS3 Concert
- Holiday at HongKong
- Holiday at Japan
- Immigrate to Korea
- Lose weight
